Tak Berapa Best....

Macamana ni..... masalah negara sungguh...
Susah betul bab jodoh ni (not me of course, saya dah kawen maaaaa-nasib baik!!). Hmmm.....lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik, dan perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik.....

Orang kata,
it's better to be with somebody who loves u.. walaupun kalau both lovey dovey tu, kira bonus lah.
tapi kalau sebelah pihak je yang suka, tambah pulak ada confounding factors yg beriya-iya nak satukan...tapi yg masalah problemnya tuan punya badan takde hati. mcmana??

Orang kata lagi,
cinta blh dipupuk lepas kawen...org zaman dulu-dulu pun, ada je kes time nikah baru i pandang u, u pandang i...first time ever!

Dan orang berkata lagi,
ikut la pilihan mak bapak, kompem restu dah dpt... kena redha...berkaaaat hidup...

tapi tu laaa.. susah jugak jadi kakak manusia ni... kena make sure apa yang kita cakap ni blh diterima pakai... most of the time we tend to satisfy and give pleasure to others, and often forget about our own feelings.....

Jadinya... to you-know-who.... my prayers are always with you. I can only give you guidance and options..but you have to decide on ur own. From what I can see, you can either say No-apologize-get on with ur life OR Yes-lets proceed-redha-and find ways to make it work.
and yes, people will talk, hearts will be broken and there will be consequences for the decision u make tapi yg penting DOA, TAWAKKAL dan PERCAYA kepada Allah....
What ever your final say is (sure hope it's a good one), i'm right behind you!

Nostalgia

Ish ish ish...berhabuk..bersawang...punya lama tak hapdet blog ni. Kdg2 rasa nak tutup je, but then again rasa mcm sayang pulak. Mcm hidup segan, mati tak moh gittew...
Takpe la, will try to update for my own reading if time permits.

Hari ni dah Jumaat. Aiman paling happy sebab dah nak weekend. Pantang sungguh nak gi school, dok mengira berapa hari lg he has to go to school, and how many days dia cuti. Nak cuti banyak2... tak nak 2 days aje, boleh?
This morning masa htr babah to his office, tetiba je senyap..sedih..sebek mulut... bila babah dia tanya what's wrong, tak nak ckp...pujuk punya pujuk.. kata nak beli lolly before dropping him off to his tadika baru la ok sket. Berenti kat Petronas, bukan setakat lolly dia rembat, siap candy ngan jam Ben 10..aiyaaa! Nasib baik murah ajo..

Dalam kereta, tanya dia apsal sedih2 nak cry ni... then baru la dia ckp, "sebab Aiman sad, Aiman nak play with babah. Dah lama Aiman tak play with babah.."
Alahaiii.... sedih la pulak dengar.
Nak buat mcmana sayang, babah kan kena work... bukan mcm dulu dah...
sekarang ni pun weekend kdg2 burn, babah bz la etc...
Long weekend ni pun dah kena booked. Ada IEEP...nasib baik Aiman blh ikut.
Sabar ye sayang....nanti kita gi jalan2 ok?

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Tetiba teringat zaman sekolah rendah... sangat happening!! Rindu... best!! Sebab join school choir yg sgt active melalak di sana sini... yg best bila every year (since Std 4- Std 6) we would participate dlm choir beramai2 sempena Hari Kanak-Kanak Sedunia kat Stadium Negara.. perrghh best best... dgn rehearsalnya, dgn baju lip lapnya...dgn mekapnya..dgn KFC freenya. Banyak jugak sekolah lain yg terpilih, mostly around KL.


Ni rasanya masa buat persembahan kat hotel, depan PM and other delegates...baju sgt 'anggun' sampai tak blh blah! hahaha

Teringat time latihan dgn Ms Khoo (music teacher). Dia suruh bawak cermin kecik sorang satu so that masa prektis nyanyi semua org kena tgk cermin and make sure buka mulut & nyanyi secukup rasa ooooohhhh aaaaaaahhhh aaaaahhhh..
hehehehehe...lalat masuk pun mesti tak sedar!!



Sbb sgt ler active choir kitorg ni, maka ada a few events yg dijemput khas ie masa Maulidur Rasul (siap kuar paper tu) and event OIC ke haper ntah..nyanyi depan Agong...and then Kempen Rumah ku Syurga ku lah..(masa ni first time masuk recording studio..rakam suara merdu we ols..hahaha...so during the real event tu, kitorg miming ajo!)..and few other events la..mostly kat hotel.
Hmmm....ada bakat menyanyi rupanya ai ni... hahahahaha!